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Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 1:41 PM
Haiz..i played badly for today's training..i just donno why i keep leaning back when hitting the ball..why cant i use my hip and shoulder to turn MORE..i just don't understand..i felt useless..i hate repeating the same mistakes again and again..or maybe i'm taking it too seriously..i should just treat it as a game..but why is it that i'm not..WHY?! i get very frustrated everytime i played badly..i really donno why i behave like this..haiz...................